Hmmm.. I can’t wait to live life on my own time and not have so many things demanded of me.
Work was just a stress because the people their are nerve-racking, I mean i can quit my job but where do yougo when your family the very people you live with add on to your stress load? I dont have a clue and they are and have been unbareable, it sucks I get kicked out of my house for even thinking so I dont have any other place to live (i wish I did) SO many things are wrong living here and it stars with my mother I understand there is alot on her plate and when I try to help I cannot, I cant do anything to ease some of her stress. Her stress is the divorice, no source of income and my siblings(maybe me too but i keep to myself) I try to help my mom take care of my brothers and sisters but I when they are dis-respectful, rude and have short attention spans I cant do it. So I ask my mother to show them they need to respect others what does she tell me: “It takes a village to raise a child.” I guess thats one village Im not apart of because I can not help take care of someone who will not listen to me. Its frustrating.
They have poor diets, learning disabilities, and no regulation at home(well not enough)
Living here and quitting my job may just be the death of me. I wont be anywhere else but here. I cannot help their atitudes because no one in my house will permit me to tell them what their doing is wrong.
I have schoolwork up to my neck, a love life that just could tear me apart any further and I just want to be alone. I cant take any of it. Why cant I quit life tht would be perfect. What a great solution I want to put in my 2 week notice on life, can I just clean out my cubicle and tell life I quit Im done I dont want nything else to do with it.
Im so fed up. I cannot turn anywhere I have myself and their are major issues with me. ugh ihdoihweiuuwefhqbwjdbshio huidunwlih
