yes, thats me.
what bothers me,
one didnt care to just be with me and to the next I am only a replacement its like I am the one being settled for, the generic brand noone wants but gets because its there…
I tried to be as honest I felt bad for just talking about work with him and all for a person who doesnt even want me. I feel sick a repulsive, it’s horrible to cry right before singing happy birthday infront of a group of strangers.
Maybe I should just be happy someone is with me. Even though I’m not special and a replacement, thats okay. Ill just sit by and keep my mouth shut
none of this would have happened if I would have kept my feelings to myself.
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